Never mind

Streaming down

Slowly
Running wild
I can’t hold back, why can’t I
If I could, would I

I’ll turn my back on me
Pretending its ok
Leaning back, waiting for it to pass

Numbness

Times are standing still.
Emotions running dry.
Who am I to wish for predictability and absence of lies.
In my mind I fight the demons.
In my heart I surrender and sigh.